
168 Hours 7 days either way is a long time to be without your baby. For a year and a half every day he has never been without his mother. id say i am taking it harder than Riley is. I miss him, i really should be relaxing,But all i can think about is riley. Climbing up in my lap, or reaching for the Jar of pickles in the refrigerator. i miss him saying my name over and over. on ordinary Days there would be things that would drive me crazy, such as not being able to take a shower unless the little man was sleeping or better yet having him in the shower with me. i missed that today. i missed having riley help me make the bed, and then wanting to jump on it right afterwards. or him taking his diaper off about a thousand times in an hour. i miss him bringing me his "shoes" because he wants to go bye bye. i miss those big blue eyes looking right up at me and smiling just when i needed a smile most. i miss not having to shut the bathroom door.. to protect the toilet paperfrom those timy little hands. I miss riley bringing me his bottle asking me for more. i miss the little pitter patter of his feet,and kicking toys out of my way so i can walk. i miss going into the kitchen and finding riley on the table tossing the fruit out of the basket onto the floor. i keep telling myself ill only be without him for 7 days. 7 days seems like an eternity
# posted by Rileys Mom* : 2:59 AM

